another year wiser...

it's monday and i am coming off my post birthday high whilst getting my ass kicked by a rotten cold...you know i really love birthdays(the attention, the gifts...please refer to the pic at left..., and did i mention the attention...) actually i adore celebrations of any kind...however, i don't so much relish the aging thing...when i was in my early 20s, i was all about growing old gracefully...ha, yeah...now, i am not so much about that and i do not believe those who say otherwise, so there! it is so weird waking and truly not feeling any differently than when you did at 16, only to fully shake the cobwebs from your daft head to realize that you are, in fact, no longer 16, nor 18 nor 20, nor even 25(i will stop there)...now i am not saying that i would necessarily want to be a teenager, again...in fact i really like the age i am at, however, i just don't want to get any older than this(again, i will stop there...ha)... i am not talking about this whole logan's run thing where if you hit 30, you are offed and i am not talking about living forever...oh, christ, i don't know what i am talking about except, well...i would prefer to stay at the age i am until i get my fill...